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Sat, Jul. 22nd, 2006, 11:18 pm
meme crap

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. × I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. × I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
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Sat, Jul. 22nd, 2006, 11:01 pm

i know i've been neglecting you, poor LJ. and it is my duty as one of the very original LJers to continue my everlasting devotion to you. i truly am sorry. please forgive me, dear LJ, you were one of my first internet loves. myspace will never take that away from you. sincerely, mckenzie.

well, i'm in one of those "moods" i start thinking about past college experiences and my long lost friends of saint mary's and i honestly get really sad. because i think, i was only there for a 5 months yet i couldn't even look past all my insecurities to see how much fun i was truly having. i worried about way too much to let myself have fun. i sometimes wish i could go back and do it all over, in a way i sense a certain amount of regret inside. but i don't want to be one of those people that constantly regrets having done something. because, for some reason, i do believe that everything happens for a reason. and there's nothing you can really do to change that. so that is that...even though it still doesn't make me stop and think about what could have been. like, would i still have been friends with the same people? would i have had a better time and actually been graduated by now? would i have a real job with real pay? i can only guess. but then, i know i would have never met the love of my life, kevin. so in many ways, it goes both ways. it is bittersweet.

Sat, Dec. 31st, 2005, 04:58 am
will do


In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Be kinky more often.

Get your resolution here

Fri, Nov. 4th, 2005, 09:10 am

i really can't understand why i get so pissed about my work schedule. i get all angry when i'm not scheduled for many hours but then i get angry if i'm scheduled too many hours!! haha. i get burnt out too easily. but the big bucks i'll be making over the holidays definitely outways the anger.

Fri, Oct. 21st, 2005, 10:19 am

You fit in with:

Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.

20% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Mon, Oct. 17th, 2005, 12:29 am

am i the last person on the planet that (until tonite) had not seen Virgin Suicides? haha. well i saw it w/ kevin. very odd. i liked it, but i wish there was more character development. the mom was so bizarre, yet i could never understand, beyond her excessive religious zealous, why. i dunno. it definitely left me thinking, which i suppose is the whole point of a good movie. i kept wondering if i had missed something.

oh and costco has super meals. i bought this mushroom/bacon/garlic drenched flank steak today, and it was delicious! all i had to do was pop it in the oven. i prefer grilling meat, especially beef, but being that it was 8 oclock and fairly dark i opted for the oven. i spent over $220 @ costco today. over $200 on clothes. Kevin spent maybe another $300 on random (but needed) things. very busy and expensive day.

ps-has anybody seen Super Troopers? i think i wasted a good hour and a half of my life, my b/f on the other hand worships the movie...

Sat, Oct. 15th, 2005, 02:01 pm

my boyfriend is such a fucking bastard. he gets off early from work and doesn't even come pick me up or anything.doesn't take me to lunch doesn't even drop by and say hello. he knows how much i miss him and how terribly lonely i get here by myself. yet he doesn't even consider that. how awful is he? instead he drives to his friends house to watch football. how fucking retarded is that. he doesn't even pick me up. yeah i know i didn't really want to go but i would have if he would have made an effort to come by. i makes me realize that i'm not of importance to him...football is more important obviously. plus, there isn't ANYTHING to eat here, i have no money (cuz i pay the bills) so i can't eat anything. what a thoughtless jerk. i hate him right now. to top it off. we haven't had good sex in forever. its just "get off quick" sex...i fucking hate that. he never wants to touch me anymore. never wants to kiss me. i absolutely hate our relationship right now. i'd be better off single. way better off. much happier.

Sun, Sep. 25th, 2005, 11:59 am

i'm so freaking evil. it feels AWESOME.

Fri, Sep. 23rd, 2005, 11:47 am

so my stolen cable isn't working. i'm not sure if its due to the destructive hands of a 1 year old, or because we were finally "found out". okay okay...i didn't really STEAL the cable, it was already here when we moved into our rental. i didn't think much of it b/c HEY thats like 50 bucks a month we're saving, and neither kevin nor i watch all that much TV anyways. but yeah, i guess we're gonna be calling COX to figure this out. bye bye free cable.

why is it that everything free is sooo much better?

Sun, Sep. 18th, 2005, 10:05 am

i seem to always get screwed on my work schedule. "here mckenzie take this shitty shift cuz no one wants to work it" ... "what you already have obligations? well then change them!"


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